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Friday, June 6th 2008

11:27 AM

Still adjusting with my life as a mother

I’m still adjusting with my life as a mother since I’m not used of being alone when it comes to taking care of baby. With just carrying heavy loads, it’s okay for me if I will carry 50 kilos of rice alone many times for I can rest when I’ll finished hauling it or I can rest any time I want to. But with taking care of a baby, I’m not used of being alone. Way back home, I can remember that there are many people who supposedly can help me do take care of my baby. And I’m sure, my father and mother will help me do. And since I’m here, I need to adjust more. I’m hoping that I can adjust the soonest. I can remember my mother said that when I was a baby, there are many people who helped her took care of me. And what’s happening to me now, is reverse. I’m alone in taking care of my baby. Even just for few minutes seldom somebody can do replace me. Nobody will say, sleep for a while even for 30 minutes and I will do take care of your baby. Sigh! Well, this is life here. Opps, I’m not complaining with taking care of my precious baby. I’m just longing for some help and I'm longing for my family who can help me take care of my baby but they are very far from me. Sad!
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